This layout is depressing

2008-09-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

So long, goodbye manmagnet!

P.S: I don't want to be linked.

2 weeks late

2008-08-26T05:23:00.000-07:00

Raiyan's getting heavier.

The only latino penguin (from Happy Feet)we could find in the tank!
I LOVE this picture! It took the cameraman a few times to get the right shot because the penguin kept running away! It stinked too. Sadly, Raiyan drew on my face and yan's!
A very, very frightened me. The irritating birds were everywhere and their screeches hurt my ears.

Of course, I only tompang gembira while Durrah fed the lories.

And this my friends....is the new look for room. Think Anna Sui dressing room...

I only attended 2 days of class and I'm beat! How to survive for 10 months???? It's been a while since I last took the train or bus, so I'm practically dragging my feet to school and back and the bloody train is always packed, even at almost 10!

Right now, I'm taking a short break from Youtube. Yes, I am still searching for THE concert item. I'm done with 2. 3 more to go.

Ok, outta time. Next post will be at LJ account I think. It would be more like a digital scrapbook. I'm not into the 2000 words per entry thing anymore. Just need to think of a username, and have to sign up. Haha. So that will prolly take weeks. You know me, busy bee. Teacher's Day is coming up! Woot,woot! My 2nd. I even learned how to make sushi in this line. Loves it.

my heart beats like a drum, like a drum

2008-08-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

I ate this pill today, it's called Duramine and it's wonderful!!! I only ate 1 curry puff in the morning plus 2 spoonful of rice. It's a diet pill and from what I read, it has a lot of side effects like nausea, dizzy spells blah3.... It's a controlled drug, so you need a doctor's prescription, it's like a legal version of speed. Taking the pill makes me thirsty like hell, and I always feel like I have a bad taste in my mouth, it makes my heart beat faster and I'm so active today and xtra2 happy, that's what it does to you at first(the happy2 part). However, you will have mood swings once you eat it frequently. I painted my living room yesterday and was out til late because I had to buy all the new furnitures and I went to work this morning bursting with energy and a good mood to boot!!! I want it, but doctors will only prescribe it to you if you're obese. I am not overweight, but soon to be if I don't watch my diet.

I was laughing at Zaff.

AKU DA TAU DAH....

2008-07-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

I finally caught The Dark Knight. IT WAS BORING. I watched it on a working night sumore! Batman is so kental, he looks funny and the only thing that was cool was his Bat mobile which later self destructed and he had to do with his motorbike with big tyres. The only person I liked in the movie was The Joker, now HE'S COOL! Pure evil and without a conscience. Wow.

Now, can you guess why Batman's voice was different?

His nose was terkepit right Zaff?

WAKAKAKAKAKA.

Yan said it was because his suit was too tight.

Surprisingly, Yan did not fall asleep! He ALWAYS fall asleep while watching every movie with me! Yan said it was good and as usual Zaff-the-yes-man agreed. Whatever I say doesn't count even if it's true because they are tag teams for life.

The Arena was not bad at all. I didn't drink much but I actually enjoyed myself. I was dressed for comfort, I opted for jack purcells...(I quit high heels last year) since it was my FIRST day. The live band was not bad at all and I liked the crowd there, more or less like Gotham. I don't get girls grinding on girls as if the have to relief an itch down there or somewhere. What's up with that? I mean really....those two girls were so ______________.

As usual, if Dd's there, Wawa will be absent! My hp camera sux. 5 megapixel sux! I still love my Canon, and I actually charged it that night but I forgot to bring it! Usually it's the other way round, I bring it but never charge!

Some pictures my sup. took for the school.

Teaching them how to play Congkak.

That's me warning them about Opah.

I need to buy an external hard disk soon, if I lose my pictures I'll die. There are priceless. AND I need to make new glasses, I think I found the perfect nerdy one already. AND I'm sooooo proud of myself because of my pay!! I want more, more, more. Almost reaching 2. I like to look at my payslip this month. I can not believe that me - MS Lazy Bones of all time is working hard and earning my own money. Very satisfying.

AND I've decided, I'm gonna marry after I'm 25 so that I can spend my hard earned money on myself puas-puas. The thought of saving money for marriage kills me, I am not ready for anything but spending it on me, myself and I. Yes, I am selfish. AND I am all FOR cohabitting. WHY MARRY?

2008-07-26T02:55:00.000-07:00

The reason why I love work - I have more excuses to shop for clothes. We donned our punjabi suits for Racial Harmony Day. The last time I celebrated was in 2005 at ITE Bishan. National Day's coming, I HAVE to find the perfect red top!

Ita gave birth to a baby girl, I don't know what's her name. It's one of them stylish modern names. Nobody will ever want to name their daughters Munirah.

Ahhh...the doctors.

We'll be at The Arena today, I think. I actually hate clubbing now. Let's hope I'll be in a good mood today.

AND.......

If my application is successful, I'll be starting school on 21 August. I'll be attending night classes 3 times a day for 10 months. I wonder how I will survive. I get tired easily, everyone knows that. I cannot go out on a working night because I won't be able to wake up the next day. My friends RARELY ask me out on a working night. There goes my social life.

2008-07-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

I am mighty, mighty pissed off. I have about 20 mosquito bites on me. It's not fair, because I'm the only one who gets bitten and Zaf and Yan are more fleshier. NOT FAIR!

I cannot seem to get Fyd's nephew's cute face out of my mind. Especially that look when Fyd gave him that super sour sweet, ....ohhh...*melts*

Never believe everything you read in the papers

2008-07-07T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hey hoy people

I am still alive. Recently us 4 (Me, Yan, Fyd & In) went to Batam. I know 1 thing for sure, I'm staying away from this ...

It will prolly take me about 2 mths to cure. I got carried away when everything was getting pleasantly foggy. I was

a selfish drunkard who hogged on the microphone for the whole 2 hours.

singing rubbish and out of tune.

couldn't even walk back to the hotel room straight!

And of course I got a complimentary "Killer hang over" the next morning.

The next morning I couldn't sleep on the bed. So I slept here...

Very random. I like the box.

And not forgetting, I got scolded by Yan for laughing at Fyd's , I quote "lame joke" and for laughing on the mic. very2 loudly. As soon as we reached S'pore...it's war. Singapore vs Indonesia.

I am never drinking again. (for 2 months)

I bought a Viewty. It's quite cool. The cam's 5 mega pixel and it's touch screen. I decided not to but HTC diamond because the camera sux and Dd said that the battery gets weak easily. I am very lazy when it comes to charging.

I dont update regularly because I have no time, not that my life is boring and I have nothing to blog about. Make no mistake, my days are filled with laughter everyday and I am thankful for that. Laugh everyday, laugh harder every Friday.

So tata for now.

I found new love

2008-06-23T04:35:00.001-07:00

A much more handsome Christiano Ronaldo. Sean Faris. Yummmmmmy. Not that I don't love Wentworth anymore, he's just making me confuse, is he gay or not!?

My holidays have come to a complete end. Hello work.

I haven't been updating because this layout gives me no inspiration at all.

I'm 21

2008-06-17T23:29:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking of switching to LJ. It can be partially locked. Hmmm....I just might.

A Series of Fortunate Events

2008-05-31T21:06:00.001-07:00

We turned 6. Still planning to live in sin. Haha. If I say I love him everyday throughout the 6 years I'm lying. There are days when I hate him and don't love him and I tell him. I make sure he knows. Honesty got us here.

The thing I like most about us is that

we don't focus on "forever and ever".
Strictly no showing of affection in public.
We already passed the stage of wearing couple Ts (very the ewwww)
We don't even check each other's hp anymore!

Last minute bbq for Wawa's birthday. A bird poo-ed on me. Wawa got poo-ed on 2 times, 1 on the head. Super funny.

Fyd's rihanna haircut.
My legs are so pale.

Other random pictures.

I just noticed that I had big ears!!

See that T-shirt I'm wearing? That is the oldest t-shirt I own. It's Osh Kosh B'gosh. My father bought it for me when I was 6 I think.

Yan looks so gay. He's wearing my concealer.

I hate you today.

Hint: My room smells like vodka.

2008-05-28T05:37:00.000-07:00

Last year, my mother gave me 1000 bucks for my 20th birthday. This year it's much lesser.
Last year, I was earning 500 bux per month. This year I'm earning more.
Last year, with that pay, I could buy so many things, this year it seems like all my hard earned money is evaporating into thin air.
Last year, ok no...just last month I did not feel that having a PSP would be of any use, I always looked at Yan's red psp as just a piece of red....THING and I barely touch it. But last week, I finally see the wonders of owning one.

I'm the last one to turn 21. I'll see you 21 year olds on Friday.

License to smoke (FINALLY!)

2008-04-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

I just noticed, I have been IC-less for almost 3 years! I better make one soon, I hate using my passport. May is coming up! Bz,bz,bz.

And yes, you read the title right. Weehoooooo! I hate hiding things from my mum. I tell my mum when I'm going clubbing. Imagine if you die at these places (seliseh), and your parents don't know that you club...confirm,gurantee chop2 they will be disappointed.

2008-04-23T05:22:00.000-07:00

So much for bragging about having too many good days!
I'm so short tempered nowadays. I had 2 boys crying (slight wailing involved) over a lost tooth. Not my fault that it went down the drain. I didn't know Muslims believe in the tooth fairy.

2008-04-21T04:10:00.001-07:00

The words are not in order, read smart ok.

At least that made me smile.

______ just keep piling. Thanks.

*Send me back to last Wednesday.*

2008-04-21T04:10:00.000-07:00

Oh happy days,

Where art thou?

2008-04-16T19:18:00.000-07:00

Bunked work today. Non-stop sneezing.
Steadylah...aku dpt duit GAHMEN. Weeeehoooo.
Preparations for the end-of-year concert have begun. (DAMN!!)
Looking for anyone who can help me with the dance steps. I'm desperate. If you happen to come across any video that helps on Youtube, pls email me.
Reaching 6 years next month, I'm in a relationship for 6 years...Really!?
21st birthday getaway - can't wait!!
And I still don't want to talk to you Wawa. (ohhh you know we're so gonna kiss and make up soon.)

Diploma in Pre School Education - Leadership.

2008-04-04T21:11:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna start studying soon. (Again.) Better do it now, than later. At least now, I have a friend. The things we do to LIVE in Singapore. There goes my social life.

I had a bad day part II

2008-04-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

After laughing so hard while watching K-Nite last night, today I cried at work. (K-Nite is TOO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!) It's just too much for me to take, thus the breakdown. So, today is the 2nd lousy day in 2008. The first was just a few weeks ago.

Oh wells, you can't expect a good day everyday. I guess I've been laughing too hard. Feels like the old days, you know...with Zaf, me and Yan. I used to skip school because of them, and now I don't feel like going to work!! Crazy gundus. We were browsing through the old pictures the other day, and they were horrendous! Boybands....

I keep forgetting things at work...because all I can think of are the weekends, they've been GREAT btw. I'll never forget I had days like these.

Last but not least, I am finally full of wisdom. ( I know that's lame) My wisdom tooth is finally coming out, I can feel it. How come everyone got their's early accept for me?! Yey, aku da balir! Hehehe.

Never drinking again - Part II

2008-03-29T01:25:00.000-07:00

I'm never drinking again, and I'm staying away from Mcnuggets, fries and Mc Chicken for a while. . .

We had a ball last night despite the fact that Fyd burned her thumb, and I was puking the whole night (in the toilet at least). We got into a shuffling frenzy there, maklumlah, musim shuffling!

Burnt thumb and undone belt. Not a pretty sight.

In with the mermaid pose.

Forever hungry.

In, very super sopan.

Too flashy for me.

Most of the pictures are too funny and are for our viewing pleasures only. More pictures when Fyd sends the picture to me, but usually I have to resort to stealing because it takes her forever to do that.

After intoxicating ourselves last night, me, Yan and Zaff are planning to go roller blading later. I'm all about balancing. Yeah right!

Nira, out!

Did you know.....?

2008-03-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

Did you know that...that hickey-like thing is actually a mosquito bite.

Yup, don't know why it turned out like that, it's really gross, and I didn't even scratch it. I only scratch around it, not ON IT. That moon crescent shape beside it is actully my birth mark.

Did you know....that I cannot squat with both my feet flat on the ground. Like in the picture. Sux right?

Sorry about the lack of updates. Too busy living a life....haha. Will update during the weekends, we're heading down to Cafe Del Mar this Friday.

Step up 2

2008-03-16T05:10:00.000-07:00

Step up 2:

Storyline - very the cliched.

Choreography - SICK, SICK, SICK!!!

The dance scenes were so good, I wanted to stand up in the theatre and applaud! Really! Miles better than Step Up 1. And as usual, the leading man is sickenly good looking too....all the better for me to drool at. Curly fries aka Moose is not bad himself - too cute!

As usual, went back to my place to drink. Yan got so wasted, booooo.

AND THEN TODAY, I thought that I can rest at home...but my dear brother called me at 11 plus am to tell me that he was GETTING ENGAGED and I have to be at his house by 2.30pm!!! Like wth, I thought he was joking!!! I nearly didn't want to come because I didn't believe him, and my 2nd brother is in Hong Kong. Wait till he gets his ass back in S'pore, I'm gonna have a word with him. Turns out that he was getting engaged and I felt so awkward there because I didn't know anyone there.

Oh wells, so I'll see ya, when I see ya.

Ouch!

2008-03-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

I had a lousy day. Blah!
And with that, I fall right back on earth with a loud thud!
The months spent in Cloud 9 has finally expired...
Oh well....if it's not today, it will be tomorrow.

Need to self reflect pronto! In my "classic dear diary" diary of course....Chao!

2008-03-06T03:36:00.000-08:00

My horoscope said that I should

"Consider making a change in your career today -- where do you want to go next?"

Why would I wanna do that? I like where I am today. The pay is not 1200 (1200 is not a bad thing actually!)....and I get to laugh alot at work. The children like me, and I like them! The only bad thing - backaches.

Yan has decided to give education another go. He'll make it, I'll make sure...I don't understand anything when I was looking at his math textbook, thats how bad I am at math. That's the hardest thing in the world to do, second would probably be driving and third is drawing. . .right?

Over emotional

2008-03-03T02:49:00.000-08:00

Batam trip was GREAT. The fun factor was 9.5/10. Really!!! Karaoke-ing was crazy fun, laughing our asses at fyd who started dancing to Inul, In was super funny, wiping his armpit with money...We laughed and laughed and laughed. But, at one point, I got very sad because when we ordered room service, the boy who sent the food in was sooooo polite, he kept bowing with his head down as if we're so superior like that! So sad.... that I kept going on and on about that boy even till the next day. And why do the bellboys have to open the doors for us....we can open it ourselves right? Unless we're carrying something heavy...I feel so awful...

And today, I read Marian Keyes's - Anybody Out There and I cried. Actually I read the book halfway before going to Batam, and I felt a bit cheerless on the way to Harbourfront. I feel so blue today. I can't help it! And I didn't go to work today, because my cramps are killing me....and I'm so worried that I might get fired or scolded tomorrow. I just want to sit at home and cry.

It does help...

2008-02-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

I told myself that I am going to make 2008 enjoyable. So far, things are great, I look forward to every weekends to meet the girls. I'm going to Batam for the weekends with Fyd and In...we don't know which hotel to stay in yet, but I think we'll manage! It'll be fun to go hotel hunting. We thought of going to Waterfront City but since it's a 2D 1N thing, better not. Tak puas nanti...

I've been eating alot, and I know I'm getting chubbier but I don't care(yet). I feel sad whenever I cannot eat. I'll diet when I want to. Ahhhhh...isn't life great?!

PS, I loved it....well, sorta...

2008-02-25T03:23:00.000-08:00

PS I love You was definitely a tearjerker and meant for a female audience. I liked the book better though. The first part of the movie was kinda boring, and the movie was a bit of a drag. But I'm a sappy romantic so I liked it! I cried everytime Holly got her letters, and Fyd did too. It was sad seeing someone feeling so miserable...so watch it. I found something funny on the internet...

Who should be more insulted by P.S. I Love You: Women, who are portrayed as shrill, materialistic harpies who fall down regularly? Or men, who are shown to be at their most romantically attractive when they're dead?

I don't know what's up with Yan but when asked to take our pictures, he'll go into "photographer tak menjadi" mode and starts asking us to move left, right...stay there....put your hands here, there....but end up the picture sucks and we're all fools....for listening to him.

These are the few pictures by Mr Jan Paizan. (my mum calls him that, she can't pronounce Rafizan properly.)

That's actually popcorn, stringed by my hair. He casually plucked out my hair, and claimed that the picture will be nice, but as usual, it sucked. You're no photographer!

As cliched as it may sound, there's no other words that says it better. I love YOU.

AND....!!!! In finally proposed to FYD!! In mat-salleh style, they are actually engaged....but melayu style nolah...I actually prefer it that way.

2008-02-23T23:08:00.000-08:00

I really ate alot when the girls we around last night! I still cannot believe fyd decided to watch Wild Sex on National Geographic instead if Miami Ink! Oh yes, it was funny and gross alright! Did you know that lions mate every 15 minutes despite rain or shine! Hahahahaha! Too funny!!!

Those are unfortunately ..... ONION RINGS from Bangkok's Pizza Hut. They don't taste good. I was always hungry in Bangkok. I was very was-was to eat the food there.

Now I know what to bring when I go for a holiday. All my medications, my mum, my bestfriends and Yan. It'll make my holiday awesome.

Let's go to Bali next!

P.S: Dd, sorry I didn't reply your sms. I was bz that week (1st aid course - reached home at night the whole week!), I didn't reply to Fyd's msges either. When will I get to meet u ?! N I saw your pretty dress.....the one you wore to Cafe Del Mar....Buy me one for my birthday ok. Hahaha.

Bangkok

2008-02-23T00:39:00.000-08:00

Hello. That's me on the 3rd day in Bangkok.

You never would have guessed that I was going for holiday if you saw me on the afternoon of 14th February...I was crying all the way to Aisha's house and all the way to the airport. I was crying because I was leaving my mum alone at home for 5 days!! 5 days...that's considered very long. My mum was also crying when I left the house, so that made me even more SAD, and I felt like not going....I got very emotional everytime my mother called.

We stayed at a very crappy inn on the first and second day, I don't know why Aisha booked us there. It's not as if we're short of cash or what...I was sick on the first 2 days which made me want to go back to Singapore! I kept waking up every 3 hours!

And yes....I shopped alot despite being sick! However I was a teeny bit pissed off at my mum because she kept asking me to buy so many things for my aunties that I couldn't concentrate fully on what I wanted to buy!

The other hotel we stayed in was good! We pretended to be couples on our honeymoon and they gave us this room! Which was sweet.....

Then we left the hotel to continue on our shopping mission and when we got back...

It says "Happy Honeymoon". I felt really bad for lying that I felt like telling them the truth!

Ok, I just had a quarrel with Yan and I don't wish to recall what we did in Bangkok anymore. Maybe some other time. I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

Valentines 2008

2008-02-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

We're off to Bangkok.

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight,

Happy Valentine's Day!

2008-02-09T03:26:00.000-08:00

2's a company, 3's a party.

CNY eve was crazy! I cannot believe that I actually slept in the car half the time during our adventure trips!!! OMG....I am such a loser. You girls know that I'm not usually the one who pukes first right.....haha. Wawa was such a pain in the butt because she kept shoving me with her elbows so that I would wake up. I was having the worse headache ever and she kept trying to wake me up! In drove til 6 in the morning and Yan's the one complaining that his leg was aching! Our breakfast and McDs was super funny lah! We played this very lame game - the person who talks first will get a punch. But somehow, we found it amusing, and we laughed sooo hard!!

5 more days and I'm off to Bangkok! Yipeee!! I'm so excited and worried at the same time....and these mixed emotions have been giving me dreams that makes my heart beat so fast everytime I wake up! I keep dreaming about work, and my supervisor. I also dreamt that my trip to Bangkok is going to be totally boring because Aisha doesn't want to go anywhere because she's expecting. Oh! Did I mention that Aisha and Aris are expecting? Guess I didn't. I'm so excited for them!!! I cannot imagine a fat Aisha.

I am trying so hard to save my money for the Bangkok trip but somehow, Fyd always manages to ruin it! She keeps on tempting me to go out with her....and I cannot resist having a fun time with them! If I get stuck in Bangkok because I have no money, then you better wire me the money. See, like today, she manages to brainwash me into drinking again. That's money wasted again....hahaha, but we'll have a great time. That's without a doubt.

Double date II

2008-02-02T21:18:00.000-08:00

Last night's bowling was so last minute. We thought that the place fully booked, but when we reached the car the place called and said they had a slot! I didn't suck that bad....hahaha. At least I got a "halal" strike in the end! After bowling we had a mini picnic at East Coast Park. We layed down newspapers on the floor and ate McDs. Soooooo romantis gitu kan.....Too bad Wawa couldn't join us, she would love it. She's so easily contented, and we love her for that.

I slept at almost 6am and I woke at 12pm. A disappointing 6 hours of sleep!! I cannot sleep because I keep dreaming about work. Last week I kept dreaming the children's handwrittings...all those untidy Bs and Cs....and I had to correct them! I have to open up the school tomorrow and I'm scared because it will be dark, and the school is spooky. It doesn't help that the cemetary is just about 2 metres away.

Oklah BYE.

2008-01-31T04:03:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired from all the coughing. My voice is better today. The last 2 days it was urrghhh. The kids in class told their parents that I was sick and one girl's grandma gave me pineapple tarts. There's this boy in my class, he told his mum that I was sick and I had sore throat because I was OLD. Hahahaha.

I cried when I met Yan after work today. There's this boy in my class. He was such a spoilt brat and I hated him soooooooo much! But after a while, he started to listen to me. All the teachers cannot stand him. I thought he was ok after a while. Today was his last day in school because he's going to Australia. I knew he was sad too, because I asked him for a hug and he did not want to look at me, and he started rubbing his eye....and he said it was painful. Yeah right.

ok....I cannot actually concentrate now...because "Are You Smarter Than a 5th Grader?" is kinda interesting. Ok BYE

2008-01-28T02:42:00.000-08:00

My voice is very the minah rockers today. I was so pissed off at Yan yesterday because he made me cough. YES, HE MADE ME COUGH. He smoked in the room when he knows that I'm sick, and I was coughing andddddd HE HAD TO SMOKE, if not he will die agaknye. He's always like that, as if without smoking for a day he will die. So inconsiderate! Serve you right your haircut sux! Hahaha..Moose.

Oh, and I noticed that I forgot to include that I got a sore throat! I felt the same way I did after a tonsilectomy. My lymph nodes are swollen and it is showing at the sides of my neck, looks like I have mumps! Ewwww. And Aby, til now, I still cannot figure how you managed to eat KFC after the tonsilectomy. U crazy bitch.

I've been losing my temper at work alot lately.

Must calm down. They're just children. Woosahhhhh.

Double date

2008-01-27T06:34:00.000-08:00

I think somebody out there is cursing me or I might just be a victim of vodoo or something! I had fallen sick 4 times within a month! Last Friday, I had fever+runny nose+body/headaches (you know, the usual package!). My GRADE A headache stayed on until this morning. Poor Fyd and Wawa, they had to massage my head last night. Tulah, who ask you to smoke! I made a deal with them, if they insist on smoking in the room when I'm sick, then they have to take turns massaging my head. Sweeet deal right?

I did not have a satisfying meal at Swensen's last night. My nose was blocked and I cannot taste the food properly. My poor sambal fish.

27 Dresses was more than I expected. It was funny, cute and made me feel happy. Yes, the ending is predictable - a happy ending. Who would want a sad ending?

"I feel like I just found out that my favorite love song was written about a sandwich"

Nice to meet you....

2008-01-24T04:04:00.000-08:00

"Leave me alone, leave me alone now, leave me alone...."

Did you watch American Idol? OMG, that guy who sang the song above was sooo funny! I cannot stop laughing when I think about him. So funny!

2008-01-21T04:49:00.000-08:00

Besides being a big fan of the Spice Girls, I absolutely LOVEEE The Beatles to death!!! Don't you? A few weeks ago, I felt a strong urge to rush down to any CD store to buy The Beatles Collection. That's because I suddenly missed my father. I grew up listening to The Beatles. Gosh. I rarely miss him and I thank god that I still remember about him at times. Sometimes I'm scared that I will totally forget about him. I'm trying hard to remember the sound of his voice, but I can't.

The truth is, people pass away -> we're all sad -> a few years later, everyone seems to forget. Why's that?

wild2 wet 2008

2008-01-21T03:53:00.000-08:00

I was so unprepared for work today. I hate it. Maybe it's because I had so much fun yesterday. I finally found the courage to ride the "SlideUp"! OMG, it was crazy, I felt like I was flying, not SLIDING at all. Thank god, my brave Wawa took the "hotseat". Fyd and In were more terrified than us, they went all the way up first but in the end, we went first because they were soooooo scared, and after we went down, they were still up there, holding up the queue....hahahaha....In's face was a classic! Should have brought the camera!!! Yan was such a chicken shit because he did not want to go through the expereience AGAIN....Booooo! Dinner was awesome, satisfying and cheap (most importantly).

I was bloghopping just now, and I was laughing at some of the blog entries. It's really funny when you see 15-16 year olds saying "time lambat ah, aku da rilek la" ...OMG, the funniest shit ever. Go finish you N levels first. Some people think they're really bad ass but the truth is they're not. Give me a break.

We're planning to get matching tattoos, and we joked about getting one at the side of our neck (as seen on "Heroes") the lame (' ') mark they all have so that they can be tracked. I wish I had special powers. It'd be so cool if I can be like Peter Petrelli. It'd sell my favourite teddy bear to have his abilities for a day.

2008-01-18T02:17:00.000-08:00

2008 has been great so far and I hope it stays that way!

First of all....Jan Rafizan turned 23

with a rockin' hair colour! I'm so jealous...

and

Look who got his IC back....

And as for me.....

I finally finished my diploma, and I got a full time job!

Those curls were temporary btw.

My thank u speech

2008-01-11T18:34:00.000-08:00

I would like to thank .....

My mother for forcing me to send the application after the deadline
Wawa for accompanying me to the interviews
Yan for being my cheerleader and the jokes that made me laugh on days when I was stressed.
Dd and fyd for keeping me sane - I needed all those outings, especially on that Teacher's Day! Hahaha
Persis for sending me all her assignments, really appreciate it!
Lin who stayed back with me to set up corners.

I made it! I did not give up halfway. Weeehooooo...and I just realised, I have been working for more than 6 months!!! Well done me!

NIRANESS

2008-01-07T05:39:00.000-08:00

I've decided. This hairstyle is not gonna work for me. I must constantly go to the salon to trim my hair and I just don't have the time. I loveeee, loveeee, loveee my hairstyle and can't bear to part with it! This picture was taken in early August, and of course the red is no longer there and it's not as straight but it looks good if you straight iron it. Hehe. Ok, so it's back to the normal layered haircut + highlights, just like every other girl's hairstyle. Blah!

I watched LAink last night and I sungguh LOVE Kat Von D. I thought of cutting my hair short BUT after watching her, I think I'll keep my hair long. Anyways....enough on the hair issues.

Here's what I think. I think I weighed the lightest during these period. This picture was taken with my hp, and I always look fat if I take pictures on ANYONE'S hp, but I looked alright....right? Hehehe....All thanks to fyd's diet pills. That's the only JAMU that works for me. It doesn't make you SHIT every 8 seconds...it just suppresses your appetite. You can EAT, but not alot. The ONLY thing that sucks is that even after 3 hours of eating the pills, you can still smell the JAMU each time you burp and it's disgusting. It works, I promise. Look at fyd now, she lost ALOT of weight.

This year, I wanna start loving myself more. I want to find the Nira-ness in me. It's about time to stop minding about what other people think of me and just be me. I'm NEVER throwing away my BIG,NERDY specs because I LOVE them...no matter what you people think. I'm gonna laugh harder, and smile wider. Here's to 2008!

....and here's to ....

Jgn-pandang-blakang. (Dekat dlm tong cine sembahyang)

2008 @ Cafe Del Mar

2008-01-02T02:43:00.000-08:00

Cafe Del Mar was ok. I was really2 hungry that day. I only ate a few bites of instant prata ...couldn't swallow any alcohol. Ewww...I wanted to barf. We bought fries but I could only eat a few.

The best thing was, I didn't have to dress up to the nines...just beach wear. I liked the crowd. Not like M.O.S, which is so Geylang Serai nowadays. You know there's always trouble in Geylang Serai!

Thank god we didn't go to the foam party, heard it was boring. I'll never go to Sentosa's foam party!! My 2005 foam party experience was a bad one....I remembered I went home with mismatched slippers...AND the slippers was not even mine, it was Wawa's. Hahaha.

Happy New Year! I'll keep my resolutions to myself....so that if I don't achieve it, no one will laugh or mock at me. ;)

2007-12-30T06:31:00.000-08:00

The rash is back. I can see the small red dots. I HATE IT!!!!!!!! I can just picture my new year's eve...HOW the hell am I going to enjoy it? If I don't eat my medication I will be scratching throughout the evening, and if I EAT THEM, I will become drowsy AND the best part is....I SHOULD AVOID ALCOHOL after I eat the fucking medicine! WHY,WHY,WHY must this happen to me?????? Such bad timing!!!! It's so depressing to sit at home but if I go out, I know I will want to go home the minute my body starts itching! And DON'T EVEN suggest that I shouldn't drink....! BECAUSE I'm not gonna sit there and watch all you HEALTHY people drinking the night away. Poor Yan, he is forced to stay at home with me....I cannot go out because my stupid medication keeps me drowsy and I constantly feel lethargic! At first I thought it was good that I cannot eat, but now I don't because I'm SUPER HUNGRY and I cannot eat anything. Yey, Happy New Year to me.

2007-12-30T01:51:00.000-08:00

I haven't been exactly healthy for the past 2 weeks. 4 days ago I had a bad case of....diarrhea! I had to go to the loo like every 8 minutes. It was horrible! 2 days ago I had an allergy and my whole body was itching and my body looked disgusting!!! My body looked like a world map. Ewwww....and I hope I don't get it again today! The doctor said that unless the source of my allergy is removed, I'll still get it. I think it's my pillow. But I don't have the heart to get rid of it.....it has been with me all my life !!! My appetite is decreasing lately, and it's GREAT!

It's almost time to say goodbye to 2007. I finally said goodbye to my K2s...I got all teary on my way home....which was embarrasing. It has been a productive year for me....not like 2006. Once again, I don't feel like clubbing. It will definitely be pandemonium, and I'm in no mood to be around huge crowds. Well, let's see.

2007-12-19T05:48:00.000-08:00

I'm sad. I just realised that since my practicum visit is in January, that means my current K2 children will not be able to play with the "grocery store" that I am going to set up!! You should see their faces when I told them about my plan! They were sooooooooooo excited and they were jumping around....some of them even brought their empty cereal boxes to school for the "grocery store". Awwwww....I feel sooooo bad.

Estatic

2007-12-18T04:44:00.000-08:00

My body is aching really2 badly. I painted 2 classrooms just now, and my Mango jeans is hideous, I hope the paint comes off!!!

My trip to Bangkok is confirmed!! I'm going on Valentine's Day with Jan Rafizan, Aisha and Aris of course! Whoopedooo.....It's gonna be my first time on an airplane....IMAGINE 20 years....and I'm using my hard earned money! I'm so proud of myself. OMG, I am so jakun like that.

Moving on to some other not-so-interesting news...my practicum visit will be in January. I was hoping that it would be some time before Christmas, but too bad. Anyway, I won't have any money to party on Christmas Day, and since when did I ever party during Christmas? Hmmm....

Fyd is getting inked this Thursday, good luck ;) I'm having 2nd thoughts, because I've been doing lots of sinful things lately....and I feel bad. Really~ Last Friday was crazy right Wawa????!!!!!!

END OF CONCERT!

2007-12-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

I am super2 tired, but I doubt I'm gonna get any sleep tonight because we have plans... (wink-wink @ wawa) To fyd, you told us you didn't want to join right.... THANK GOD the concert is finally OVER!! Imagine, we forgot to bring the costumes to the concert.....hahaha!

Backstage was chaotic, babies crying on stage, kids pulling and pushing each other, but I still love my job.

It sux that I cannot put up their pictures here, they really looked good!

I'm gonna miss her !! She's teaching N1 next year...:-(

PS, YOU MUST WATCH THIS !!!

2007-12-11T03:17:00.000-08:00

I am sure by now, all of you have read the book "PS I Love You" by Cecelia Ahern. If you haven't read it, OMG, go read it....it made me and my fellow friends who read it, sad. It's a lovely story...and I cannot wait to watch the movie !!!!! I checked, and I think it will be showing in 31 December....I CANNOT WAIT !!

Deffo, not funny.

2007-12-11T02:25:00.001-08:00

Yesterday I made my 2nd brother watch the "Blood" video. (Gosh, I love that kid! SO CUTE) After he watched it, he said "Awwwww...so cute...da besar mesti gay..." Hahaha....yeah right. You heard the kid....it's "not funnnnnyyyyy!"

I told him I'm planning to go to Bangkok next year and he said "ala, tempat kotor tu.." Omg, u're so bitchy my dear brother. Hahaha....if you have extra money, bring me to Canada with you when you visit your boyfriend ok.

2007-12-08T09:33:00.000-08:00

I feel like crying because I seem to forget everything I know about blog skinning! My old codes doesn't seem to work anymore. This is frustrating !!!!!!

2007-12-08T07:25:00.000-08:00

Did you see the Tampines Pontianak picture? I did, and me thinks it's fake. Hahaha. But then, I woudn't dare hang around there anymore....ish!!(just to be on the safe side) We used to hang out there during out secondary school days remember? and post secondary, hahaha. Kat, it's right infront of your block! Right infront of your house! Orrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! Hahaaahahahaha.

2007-12-06T03:00:00.000-08:00

I'm having trouble breathing lately, especially in the morning. The doctor said I have sensitive airways and I need to quit smoking, but I don't think so. I think it's because I'm gaining weight, in other words, getting fatter that's why my chest hurts everytime I climb up that hill! I feel like such a loser/weakling because I have to use the inhaler almost everyday, I don't want to be too dependent on it. It seems that everybody in Singapore are suffering from coughs, including me! Why must I get sick when my practicum is nearing?!!

Ok, moving on ....

uh-huh.....I'm thinking of getting inked again, after 5 years! This is going to be the last one, I promise....but you know what they say about tattoo-ing and piercings - THEY'RE ADDICTIVE. I am so dead if my mum finds out, she has been bugging me to laser off my tattoos! I wished I chose my first tattoo wisely~ Anyway, it's done, and I'm going to remove it soon. Oh ya, and Zaff threatened to tell my mum about some things, hahahaha, very funny Zaff.

Looks like we planned it, but we didn't right? Or did we? Can't remember...

Last but not least, aren't you guys glad that the Spice Girls reunited? I'm thrilled! GIRL POWER!!!!!!

2007-12-05T03:55:00.000-08:00

Today, my friendster horoscope said something about keeping healthy and trimming down...and it's really weird because I AM REALLY gaining weight! Friendster's horoscope is surprisingly true...I never fail to check it everyday! My colleague told me the same thing. So, try checking out yours.

One Night in Gotham.

Thanks for vomitting on me TWICE. Hahaha. But I still love you my friend the merlion. I went to sleep and told myself that I'm NEVER GOING to drink again. Of course, that thought vanished the moment the head stopped spinning.

2007-12-02T21:30:00.000-08:00

I've watched this video over and over again. SO CUTE!!

"Not funnyyyyyyy!!!!!!"

2007-11-27T01:02:00.000-08:00

After being kings and queens during the weekend, it sux to be back in SG, working! It was nice being pampered at Batam. The food was great, the people were friendly and most importantly, everything was CHEAP. It was abit weird being naked and having someone else to scrub your body for you ....haha, I think I lost 1 kg after all the dead skin cells aka "DAKI" came off, hahaha. Everyone have them what, you think you don't but you SURE, CONFIRM, GUARANTEE CHOP CHOP have one la....

My bahasa indonesia sux...Aisha's was worst, she spoke as if she's talking to some nyonya or apek..hahaha! I just learned that "macet" means traffic jam and "parkir" is parking. Hahaha, Yan and Aris already knows this of course. "Bahasa indon mereka pas(is it bas or pas, not sure la) sekali dong!"

I feel lousy today. I feel FAT because I've been eating lots of Chocopies lately. Serve me right.

P.S: I know I told u girls to leave me out if you have plans on weekdays, but I kinda feel left out here, hello...Please update me on what you guys are up to...at least! I feel like I'm in the dark about some things, and I'm not thrilled about it. U know I miss u guys alot, it sux to be at BEDOK!

2007-11-20T03:47:00.000-08:00

Boooohoooohoooooo........
I'm really sad. Elin said I suck balls. Uweeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkk.....
I'm gonna cry to my mummy.
U really hurt my feelings. (NOT!)

O-M-G.
This is fun.

2007-11-19T03:55:00.000-08:00

This is me. I have been stuck with this "forever-tired" look since I started this course...I think my body needs a professional massage! Help! I hope we make it to Batam this weekend....

This is what I've been up to lately....which is.....nothing much. Hahaha. See you girls in 2 more weeks....The usuals ok? Dd please make it this time around.....and Kat too~ (if you're interested, hehe) And this time I didn't leave any traces of my stomach contents and bodily fluids in public. . . . Better luck next time Wawa. Hahahaha.

Yanidoodle had a severe eye problem this weekend. It seems that an old scar (which he never knew existed) in his cornea was the cause of the above. The doctor did not know why both his eyes have scars and the scars are symmetrical. Yan thinks he has super powers because he recovers from his sickness real fast....What happened to your super powers now huh? hahahaha. Plus! He got another job offer...working at Sim Lim, at that PSP shop. I KNOW he's gonna be good. He's breathes, eat, sleep PSP! When you die, I'll put 2 PSP as your tombstone can? Hahahahahahaha.....

2007-11-11T07:07:00.000-08:00

22 more days,
2 more modules to go,
3 weeks of practicum.
I can do this.
No problem.
I swear I'll party my ass off when it's all over!
must be patient, must be patient, must be patient......

Today is my brother's 28th birthday! Happy Birthday U!

Benefit's "Benetint" is wonderful. I'm never using powder blush again. But then again, I've learnt, never say NEVER in life. I've said I'd never do this and that countless times but I'd end updoing it somehow. Oh wells, I'm done. I am such a bore, really.

BTW girls, it was nice listening to you guys talk. Dd, we'll share it with you in our next drinking session.

2007-10-27T09:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was super F-U-N. Yenee was so cute when she's high. Haha. I had a baby hangover this morning, but it wasn't TEROK like the other time la...nasib... -_-

You can't actually see it here, but our eyes were really2 red. Yan was worst...he looked like a prawn.

My crazy partner...and that glasses of hers cost more than 600 bucks. Told you she's crazy.

Great colleagues are hard to come by. Work was fun with them. I'm sad~

I keep coughing and my chest hurts. We had a mini jalan raya just now. Ita's son is sooo cute. Hari raya is definately not for me.

I really under estimated my blog. What...do you refresh it like every 5 seconds? Hahaha.

2007-10-25T03:44:00.000-07:00

Vicki B. revealed that David Beckham sends her a single yellow rose every single day and has done so since he started the tradition at their 1999 wedding. (thanks to PITNB)

Awwwww.......................But, it's a bit weird though, that means he sent her a yellow rose even when he had an affair with that Rebecca Loose.

2007-10-22T04:27:00.000-07:00

SAY CHEESE!

Puas hati aku.

2007-10-20T20:36:00.000-07:00

Me and Evren Yarefa Fedricks (Kak D's baby boy!). Fedricks is his surname btw...

Did I mention that I paid Yan 40 bucks to let me pluck out his eyebrows? I paid him alright....it was fun! He looks so gay....my mum laughs everytime she looks at him.

My eyebags are always there no matter how long I sleep! Btw, yesterday was funny....laughing about my kuih raya. I'm still smiling as I'm typing this!! You guys rock!

Dd, make yourself free next week...we're coming to your house!

I just don't understand people who constantly contradict their own words. First, you claim that we're, I quote "SPREADING NEGATIVE " (I hate that term!) vibes to you. You didn't want to attend Fyd's pitt because we were all "NEGATIVE". Then the last time I heard, you're actually giving up. Awwww....that's just sad. Looks like you're not going to get your $5000 cheque....hahaha. I don't care that you were talking shit about US to your lame colleagues.....but I CARE when you start bad mouthing my BESTFRIEND. She was nice enough to ignore your nonsense...but you just couldn't stop right? You go on and on when someone just keeps quiet. YOU'RE SCARED, that's why you pick on someone weak.

Who the hell are you to question other people's choices? And the best thing is that, you still have the cheek to pretend nothing happened! I hate your guts and I hate your track pants! You're criticising other people as if you're so damn perfect! You're actually FAR from perfect! I swear I feel like scrubbing your knees.... And did I mention? Your mouth stinks like hell too. You should be busy selling your mattress girl.....Zonda my foot!

And you......I LOVE YOU. I get sick of people who keep asking us when we're gonna get married. I'm going to marry WENTWORTH MILLER remember? ;D

2007-10-19T06:09:00.001-07:00

THAT WAS FAST!

2007-10-19T05:14:00.000-07:00

EXTRA! EXTRA! Read all about it....

Remember I said there were 5 of us? I lied.

Glad to see you smile again~

FYI, I'm the Queen of Gossip. (Self-proclaim aje.)

2007-10-16T04:33:00.001-07:00

I almost freaked out when I couldn't find my glasses (yes, my big nerdy glasses) just now!! I searched the whole house, and couldn't find it....It didn't help that everything I see is blurred as hell and I started tearing up abit because I felt helpless. I've never complain about my bad eyesight, but today...I felt like screaming...I wish I had perfect eyesight! Serve me right. I brought this upon myself. I wanted to look like the "smart" kids when I was younger, I actually thought it was cool to wear glasses! I started reading while lying down, and pretended I couldn't read the letters that was flashed during eye check ups! I must be crazy. You should have seen my face when I got my VERY first pair of glasses. I lit up like a christmas tree. My father actually laughed at me because my degree was only below 100. So, next...I strived to further damage my eyesight. I am such a fool. :S

2007-10-15T04:17:00.000-07:00

Pretty girl and pretty mummy.

Durrah is so,so purrty..! and she's smart....and tall. She's already at my shoulders and she's only in Primary 1. Or maybe....I'M SHORT!

My favourite evil boy~ He's so good at lying at a very young age. He lied to his mum that school starts at 10am ...but actually it started at 8am. Hahaha, but you can't help but love him~

Later that night we went drinking with the usual suspects...Wawa,fyd,In and Yan. Zaff met us in his dreams. Who cares about Hari Raya!

2007-10-12T20:04:00.000-07:00

I spent my Hari Raya eve queueing for De Donut everyone was raving about. It took about 1 hour plus....but it didn't seem that long. Initially we were so happy when we saw the queue...it was short! It turns out that there was another queue at the back....and it was longgggg! We were so jakun. Zaff made the great escape while we were queueing - thanks alot. But thank god, he's back to his cheerful self....(mestilah da sunat kan).

I don't feel like it's Hari Raya.(because I didn't fast)
The older we get the less excited we get about Hari Raya, that's what I noticed. My friends are not the semangat Hari Raya type. Haha. We even forgot to buy the drinks for Hari Raya! As usual, Sheng Siong saved us. They delivered the drinks to our doorstep. I love you Sheng Siong.

I don't feel like sending Hari Raya sms-es.
I'm sorry if I didn't say I was sorry for my wrongdoings...blah,blah,blah. I just don't feel like it.
Hari Raya is boring. It's the first day of Raya today and I haven't even showered.

2007-10-10T06:19:00.001-07:00

I havent fasted for the whole month of ramadan. (which is not cool, really)

The havent step a foot near Geylang Serai.

The sweetest boy suddenly said "I love you teacher mu-ee-ah". Awwwww....~

2007-10-05T05:37:00.000-07:00

Things doesn't always go the way you want it..dont they? Great colleagues are leaving soon. I mean all of them. Was offered to work full-time next year...still thinking whether I can survive her nonsense. My workload is just never-ending, I cannot stress this enough.

I just wanna make it clear that I have no time for any petty situations. The previous blog entry was just to let you know that WE KNOW. C'mon, there's much more important things than this. The news was not even that BLOG WORTHY anyway...

2007-10-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

let's get this over and done with...

That's our filipina maid pose.

There's only 5 of us in the picture, I swear ;)

2007-10-03T03:41:00.000-07:00

Ok, I'm going to stop it because Aby told me so......and because I'm mighty terrified that Aby is going to beat the crap out of me together with her "chong". Hahahahaaaha. I'm tired, I have many things on my mind right now. The last thing I want to do is get pissed off at such minor things. We're just laughing at you....and trying to piss you off. I guess we succeed. You got angry right?

2007-10-01T00:16:00.000-07:00

Greetings all!

I feel soo thirsty right now...a can of Pocari Sweat would be nice. Anyway...yesterday was quite fun. We ate at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant. The food was nice...too bad Dd couldn't make it. Plus...I'm glad that Zaff has finally recovered from his recent circumcision (berkhatan or sunat...hahaha). I have to get back to the kitchen ..me and my mum are so bad at making kuih raye(s) We had to throw away 2 trays of makmur because it was burnt!!

And.....it seems that SOMEONE has been dissing us lately. Ooohhh, I bet you don't dare say it infront of our faces right? You might start ssss-tttuu-ttering....I can just predict what you're going to next....~Boringgggg~

2007-09-29T02:02:00.000-07:00

Why the hell can't i put up a new imeem player? Maybe it's about time to change a new layout.

2007-09-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

I dont know why I keep losing my temper. It's just so difficult to keep my big mouth shut. I get pissed off at minor things.....just thinking of it is making me angry all over again.

2007-09-22T02:00:00.000-07:00

Sooooo....hungry.....

2007-09-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

My hands smell of Dettol.

"Bobo handshome boy" ...Ultimate Cuteness, argghhhh...!

A message to Yan: Bobo is the cutest

2007-09-17T03:48:00.000-07:00

Today, saya soooo happy because it's the first time in weeks that I managed to come out from school before 5:30pm. The course ended at 5:00pm! Tomorrow will be my first class photo!! I don't know what to wear!! I saw this cute white dress at Mango the other day, so prolly buying it later. I've been having this pimple, and it refuses to go away, it was gone for like a week i think, but then it appeared again!! It kinda looks like a boil, yucks!! Thanks ar eh.....

2007-09-12T06:57:00.001-07:00

The other day, Yan teared up when he told me a story about this lady who came to the Community Bonding Day. Yan reminds me of Sharity Elephant...and sometimes Baby Huey.

2007-09-12T04:38:00.000-07:00

I feel like SCREAMING at the top of my lungs. I was in "switch off" mode for the last 2 weeks... and it was no good. I was not focused in my work, everything was lagging and I had no mood to go to work and school! I wish I can forward the time to December.

We went on a quick road trip to KL last weekend with my mum, aris/aisha and of course YAN. It was dead boring (KL). The long trip made my butt ache but it was fun. We went out at around 6am and the journey was longgg...I sang -> Slept -> sang again -> slept. Aris was driving at 160km/h....we were stopped by a traffic police who said aris was going at 127km/h....which was bullshit. Aris wanted to see the speed meter but he didn't want to show...we got away with a warning. I had nothing to buy...seriously! My mum and yan were the ones who got to buy their stuff.

The best thing was that we didn't have the mood to take any pictures. We tried taking a picture at the KLCC...hmmm speaking of KLCC, we ended up making 3 rounds there because we didn't know the way around...Each time we asked, we ended up getting the same reply "awak jalan terusssss je....."( You go straight only....) I couldn't get a good angle of me and yan + KLCC. hahahaha, it was hilarious because each time we took a picture from below we deleted it because our double chins were SHOWING and it was horrible la!!! HAhahahahahaha.....I admit, I'm insecure...so I won't post the picture here. hahaha.

I had nothing to buy so I blew my cash on a pair of Fendi Shades. It was damn expensive. Ok, I lied. That's a knock off one, I bought it at ...umm I don't really know the name of the place. It was 10 ringgit aje.

That's Aris, trying to find the way to KLCC. That day marks the only 2 days that my mum has EVER cabot from work! Usually she NEVER takes MC....

I got this in my classroom "mailbox" yesterday. What a sweet boy!

Slamat Berpuasa to all Muslim dan Muslimah!

overdued2

2007-09-04T01:12:00.000-07:00

Teacher's Day Gifts

My blog is lacking in pictures, this is because everytime I go out, my digicam will die on me! I feel very2 tired and hungry.

Most probably going to Batam for a "pamper-me" weekend. I heard the packages are darn cheap. I've never gone for a massage before, I freaked out when I saw my colleague's body after her massage session. Her arms and legs were covered in bruises! Aisha bought a massage chair, and I'm thinking of getting one too, but she said that nothing beats a real massage - See, I told you Yan....beh tak tau, nanti malam massage lah! Actually the plan was to go to KL, but there's this recent "riot scare" rumour going around, so better be safe than sorry. Fyd went to Genting recently and said that it was really CHEAP. Ohhh wow, even I can afford it. ;)

Here's the picture on teacher's day eve. The day we worked our butt off. This is the first time I worked so hard in all my 20 years. I'm so proud, maybe I should frame this picture, urgghhh my face....looks like the face of a hardworking person right? I know. :D

I'd rather go eyebrow-less than having a damn2 oily face. You know what BBQing does to your face right....?Yup,it makes you look like shit.

You know what they say about people who post their pictures in grayscale? They either have bad skin tone or they look fugly in coloured picture. For my case, it's the case of bad skin and my already dark eye circles decided to get darker that day, posting it in grayscale makes it bearable to look at.

2007-09-02T20:39:00.000-07:00

I had fun during the weekends. Credit goes to my crazey2 girlfriends! I'm never gonna pee in public anymore, that's for sure. Hahaha. Teacher's Day was awesome. ;)

2007-08-27T04:15:00.000-07:00

The thought of almost losing you is unbearable. I was worried sick when I couldn't find you. I searched myself and I called a few places, but you were no where to be found. How could I be so careless???!!! I hated myself when that happened. From this day onwards, I promise I'll be more attentive to you. I promise I'll shower you with warmth and love....I hope you're alright out there by yourself....it's only for 1 night...I'll come get you tomorrow.

I miss you my Samsung F-300. Thank god I found you!! (In the playgroup classroom, I thought I left it in a cab.....!!!!!) I almost had a heart attack.

2007-08-25T23:36:00.000-07:00

Friday sounds good, how about the rest? BUT, I might be VERY2 late because we have this open house thing going on and we have this small gathering for Teachers' Day at the center....it's gonna be my first time celebrating so I'm excited!!

Saturday was spent at home watching movies.

1408 - Don't bother watching, it's not as scary as I expected it to be....The trailer made it look so good but the movie itself is crap!

Love is cinta - Surprisingly it was good. I expected it to be a disappointment like My heart and Kabil Qushry...because many people said it was damn sad but it was not for me. The tearjerking moment for me during the movie was when Ryan's mother was giving away all his clothes after he died. Ahhh...sedih banget sihhh! But the last part was a spoiler because Irwansyah's acting sux....and it was a bit corny. This is MY opinion though....

Inside Man - Made me really2 sleepy.

I Now Pronounce You, Chuck and Larry - I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE it!! I love movies starring Adam Sandler...I should have gone to the cinema to watch it. Too bad the dvd was ...umm well...unclear...It was a real good movie! Watching this movie made me miss my 2 bestfriends wawa & fyd. Wawa, it doesn't matter if we don't meet up anymore...you're still my bestfriend and me and fyd might not understand what you're doing right now, but it's all up to you.

Summer Catch - Just watched it because of Freddie Prince Jr.

I couldn't sleep yesterday, so I woke Yan up and we chit chatted til 5 + in the morning. We reminisced, laughed alot (especially about me being so gullible and naive....). It was nice...kinda reminded me of our earlier stages in the relationship - that was like 5 years ago! Awwww....I wuv you......(that's my "stepcute" version of I love U)

2007-08-23T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hi, I have a huge pimple ... and it's irritating. I have to keep replaying the song "We're all in this together" in order to get the steps. So far I've repeated it like 152 times and I still can't get it....but i still love this job.

I was the policeman during the story telling/play. We did quite well

See, that's me! I'm arresting the wolf.

I miss spending time with my galpals. Pls3 let's meet up. Then maybe all of you can help me out with my dance. I insist. ;)

2007-08-18T19:26:00.000-07:00

You Are Totally Addicted to Gossip

You love gossip - even when it's about you.You're up on the latest news about your friends and celebrities.In fact, people know to turn to you when they need the scoop.You don't feel bad about dishing the dirt. If you don't want to be talked about - don't live it!

Oh really? Big surprise there....;D

My Saturday was boring. We went to JB to get some DVDs and had supper with aris and aisha. I'm totally bummed because we cannot play the "My Wife is a Gangster 3" DVD. Thank god they have it on Youtube (now u know why i love Youtube!). The whole time when we were in the car, Aris was being like totally serious, not in the mood to joke, almost like the boring father type...(kinda like my UNCLE - Boring!) so we had to keep quiet most of the time!

Oklah bye.

2007-08-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

Oh did I mention that I am IN LOVE with youtube. I watched Casper! Remember him? The friendly ghost, he's cute in real life too.

2007-08-15T04:55:00.000-07:00

One child asked me today "teacher munirah ...why is your spectacle so big?" I simply had no answer to that question, even adults have questioned my choice of glasses. I just shrugged it off. I dont know why I keep choosing the thick framed (nerdy) ones. I just have a personal liking for them I guess. The last time I wanted to buy a pair of specs, I told myself not to choose the same ol' nerdy glasses, but once again I caved in to the urge. Hahaha, I can't help it !

I just hate it when I bump into someone I know, and they want to pretend not to see you...when they already saw you in the first place....and when you are walking infront of them, they turn their face sideways...as if I WANT TO FUCKING LOOK AT THEIR FACES or they keep looking/facing the left side when you're sitting at the right side. It's damn irritating.....I feel like smacking them in the face, or shout "hello...I know you saw me...!" Fucking bitches...as if i care to look at your face....if you're wondering who...they're from JYSS...I saw 2 different girls...on 2 different occasions and they are both younger than me...Damn irritating I tell you! I used to care so much that many didnt like me (from JYSS), but now...I don't give a rat's ass. I don't understand what's their problem btw...I don't EVEN talk to these people and they go telling other people that they dont like me. How silly.

Gotta go get my daily dosage of gossip now. Oooooo...I'm such a "gossip-monger". Oh, who cares? ;-)

2007-08-11T22:13:00.000-07:00

I cannot stop eating. I have turned into a munching machine. I was so happy when my weight dropped to 47 after I got well from my fever! Ala whatever la....next month Puasa already.

Yan bought me a roxy bag, slipper and a nike watch. Finally I have a new watch! The watch cost $139 but we got it for 100 bucks only. That's because my PSP freak boyfriend helped the shop owner upgrade his PSP version. The show owner was so happy when he realised that his PSP words are in chinese, because he doesn't know how to read english!

It's nice when you don't have any commitments. We don't have to pay for any installments or whatsoever, only the monthly hp bills. That's why we can spend money like nobodys' business. Bile no money, dudok diam2 sua la. Last week I spend almost 200 bucks...and I finally found that bucket bag that I want !!! The hunt for the bucket bag was a success but our legs felt soooo tired.

Me so happy!

2007-08-06T03:49:00.000-07:00

Urghh...I've been sitting on my bed for 3 hours but I still cannot come out with a script. I love the story that we're doing - The true story of the 3 little pigs. It's the wolf's version of the story and apparently, he wasn't huffing and puffing and he DID NOT blow the houses down! He was actually having a bad cold and the reporter framed him. It's a funny story, but still...I could only come out with 3 lines.

The problem is : I'm so tired, I feel so uninspired.

Whatever, if I cannot come out with a script so be it. When u cannot write means u cannot write! They can't expect me to come out with crap right?! Well, you know what they say, 2 heads are better than 1. It's not that I'm lazy or a "hack care" type of person (sometimes I am) but really, I only came out with these lame lines so far.....

Script (draft)

Narrator: Way back in Once Upon a Time time, there was a wolf named Alexander T. Wolf. He lives with his grandmother.

Grandma: Do you know what day is it today Al?
Wolf: Yes I know - it’s Tuesday.
Grandma: Yes, I know its Tuesday, and how can you forget, it’s my birthday! It’s been a long time since

See what I mean? Those lines does not do justice to the original story line! I could not think of anything else, except the Chocopie that is in the kitchen, lying there waiting for me. I've eaten around 9 Chocopies in total(today and yesterday) Yummm....I'm trying to stop myself from taking another one of them pies. Out you devil....get out from my mind.........!

I'm out!

the light

2007-08-06T01:08:00.001-07:00

I've finally seen the light. Starting from today, I will not shout, yell, threaten to throw out their things, widen my eyes, slam their books anymore. I will be more patient with them.

I asked them whether they thought I was fierce. To my surprise, their little heads started nodding up and down. Me? Fierce? I MAY be....but only at times. I think~ They told me that I'm always fierce and angry at them everyday. But at least they thought I was fun when I'm not angry...aiyo...how to be patient when they don't even know how to read! Must be patient, must be patient, must be patient....

I think I'm showing improvement, I only threatened one of them once today. I didn't even have to widen my eyes. :)

2007-08-02T23:42:00.000-07:00

I felt so mad just now, I got pissed off at this boy because he forgot how to spell "bread" when I just told him how to like 5 minutes ago and he still has the cheek to ask me "Is it must write 'b-r-e? ". Wah style dare to ask me. I was fuming...I took his paper and tore it. I'm so fierce right?! haha. I smell a complain coming my way. -_- whatever~

I want pancakes!!!

2007-07-25T23:50:00.001-07:00

My very first letter.

2007-07-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

I know, I look very minah. Maybe it's the eyebrows.

I should really stop watching Family Guy on Youtube and get on with my work. Stewie is one evilll baby i tell you. I FINALLY get to watch The Notebook. I spent half of my afternoon yesterday watching the movie on Youtube, because they show it by parts...and it goes all the way till part 12. And...since when did Ryan Gosling get so cute?! He can definately stand under my umbrella!

I'm very very scared. I'm supposed to set an appointment to laser off my tattoo but I keep procrastinating. Yan said it hurts...but I cannot trust him...he cannot stand even a bit of pain, I recalled the day he had his tattoo done on his back....he looked so pale...and kept telling me to stop talking to him, what a sissy! And also the day he had his ears pierced, he kept delaying the process and when he finally had it pierced, everyone clapped. So damn funny! hahaahaa....

I'm done!

i can be ur cinderella

2007-07-20T02:14:00.000-07:00

I can be your cinderella, ella, ella eh, eh, eh...

Watching chris brown do the Chicken noodle soup dance makes me happy. I keep watching it over and over again...and I love Chris brown's cinderella (umbrella remix).

2007-07-17T03:56:00.000-07:00

I really feel the need to update and let out all my feelings everyday, otherwise I'll go bonkers. Please refrain from reading my blog these few weeks, coz it's either gonna be about school or work. I know, boooringggg...there u go, The Story of My life.

I just have sooo many things that I have to do, I'm going nuts. I just hate it when I get home and I smell of school and my face is so damn oily - you can fry an egg.

Hate is a strong word, but I really, really don't like YOU.

OH REALLY!

2007-07-16T02:37:00.000-07:00

OMG! A7x is coming to SINGAPORE on National Day! Who wants to see the national parade or the fireworks when there's A7x?!! Tell me which idiot, let me beat the crap out of that person! Ohh...I wanna go, I WILL spend that 150 bucks even though i'm earning peanuts (500 to be exact). Kalau ade kakis, gurantee chop2 aku pergi !!! Weeee !!!!! Fafa, sms me if you're planning to go !

And....Yan is $325 richer! Member menang betting2 bola!! He's really damn lucky la, actually, he shaded the wrong box, skali menang eh. Power2~ Ish, duit haram, BERdosa u !

This is so random but do you know how tough it is to become a woman! The thing I hate most is not the period pains. It's having to pluck out MY eyebrows regularly! They say that it won't hurt as time goes by...but it still hurts you liars! Threading scares the shit out of me...I chickened out at the very last minute the other time I went with Aisha. My eyebrow is currently in a state of disaster, I'm still considering...to pluck or not to pluck.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll make a good teacher. I'm so evil...I love to make them cry. I'll press their buttons more if I see that they're gonna cry anytime soon....and then I laugh when they cry. I laugh when they fall. I just can't help it, the look on their faces...muahahaha. But...guess who'll be crying when the parents come and complain.

2007-07-14T00:35:00.000-07:00

"A walk to remember" is the best! Even though i've watched it like 3000 times, it still touches my heart everytime i watch it.

Gonna go catch transformers today, I feel so left out when the kids talk about Optimus-what's-his-name.

Practicum's gonna be over next week and my term break starts, but it's only for a week and i still have to work in the morning. I cannot stress this enough : I CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO BE OVER. It really drains out all my energy!

Since I have nothing else to blog about, I'm out!

2007-07-07T22:04:00.000-07:00

I am sick again. I wonder why I keep falling ill. Ntah2 ade org sumpah tak...tsk2...nolah...I don't believe in all this bullshit. The doctor said it's due to the pressure and stress. No pressure or stress will stop me! Ceh2...like real.

I only did 2 lesson plans and I couldn't take the headache anymore, I was supposed to do truckloads of assignments this weekend!

WAWA! I need ur help ASAP ok. I think my supervisor has gone nuts, she expects the K2 kids to perform 4 items - 2 chinese dance, 1 malay dance and 1 english song. PENGSAN i~

Eh sape ar sikit hari pinjam 30 ketul aku blom bayar balek...haha.

I miss my friends so much! See ya soon ;D.

P.S: Please confirm ur attendance to Dd A.S.A.P! (paintball outing)

Panas!

2007-07-04T03:20:00.000-07:00

Just today alone, I made 2 kids cry. Ish, tkt nye kene complain....Anyway...does anyone have microsoft office? I need it urgently! I feel so lazy to do my assignments...it's just never ending. I can't wait till end of the year.

I signed up for the MIO plan. I think it's worth it...plus we got a free hp...Motorola V3xx aje...but then we didn't even fork out a single cent, even the registration fee was waived. I suke!

P.S: I hate show-offs. Especially show-offs yg lupe daratan.

hp pavilion dv2000

2007-06-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

Hello,hello.

I am currently blogging using my NEW laptop! (dont u just hate people who use the word "lappie"!) I'm not buying a laptop just because everyone is using it...but it's because my desktop will die on me soon. Even the repairman told me not to send the computer to him anymore!Anyway, my practicum starts on Monday, I hope I can finish up all the assignments...

Taken using the built-in webcam. The quality kinda sux actually, but who cares...once again, I just loved the exterior of the laptop. It's HP by the way.

Good nite everyone.

Unthinkable

2007-06-28T03:52:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe that Chris Benoit is dead!! According to the news on the internet, he murdered his wife and 7 year old son and then hanged himself! Tragic bangettt....He's one of my favourite WWE superstar tau....but I loved Eddy more.... RIP Chris Benoit.

When I was 15, I thought I was all grown up. It's scary how trusting I was....everyone learns from their mistakes. I certainly did. I try to be cautious now. Now I'm 20, I don't think I'm that matured yet, but I'm in no hurry to grow up. However, being 20 makes me rethink of the choices I made. Let's just see what the world has in store for me. The world presents us with the unthinkable sometimes.

My heart - it's crushed. Surprisingly, I feel calm, just slightly confused though.